თავი III

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k: am kosmosSi, romelic aris adamianis sxeuli, romeli dharmis miyola aris ukeTesi? romeli aSramia am dharmisTvis ufro xelSemwyobi? ramdeni aSrami arsebobs saerTod?

p: saerTod arsebobs oTxi aSrami. Tu Tqven iciT maT Sesaxeb, Tqven SegiZliaT TviTon gadawyvitoT, romeli aSrami unda SeasruloT Tqven, Tqveni sakuTari miRwevis, winsvlisa da midrekilebis gamosakvlevad. brahmaCaria, grihasTha, vaanaprasTha da saniaasa – aris oTxi aSrami.

 

k: sxvadasxva adamianebi gansxvavebulad xsnian sityva brahmaCarias da safexurs, romelsac is aRniSnavs. me minda vicode Senidan am safexuris namdvili mniSvneloba.

p: Zalian kargi. Tvlian, rom yvelas, vinc ar gaxda grihasTha, ufleba aqvs iwodebodes brahmaCariad. es didi Secdomaa. mxolod isini, vinc iWeren TavianT Wkuas Sors yofiTi iluziebisgan, vinc mudmivad dakavebulia RmerTze fiqriT, vinc ar xedavs an ar ismens sinaTles an ubralod TavSesaqcev rameebs, vinc cdilobs kargis midevnas, visac ar swyuria sixaruli an mwuxareba, vinc inarCunebs Wkuas, gonebas, da TviTSemecnebas karg mdgomareobaSi, brahmaThaThvas ganuwyvetliv ganWvretaSi, mxolod aseTebi imsaxureben brahmaCarias saxels.

 

k: ras niSnavs saxeldobr grihasTha?

p: rogorc adamianTa umetesoba fiqrobs, qorwinebaSi yofna da cxovreba colTan da SvilebTan ar warmoqmnis grihasTha aSrams. adamianis kastis da mdgomareobis Sesabamisad dadgenili valdebulebebis uaryofis gareSe, pirovneba yvelas unda moeqces erTnairi pativiscemiT – naTesavebsac da sxvebsac. is unda iyos uxucesebis uflebebis da axalgazrdebis valdebulebebis mcodne; unda iyos savse simpaTiiT da daxmarebis surviliT; is unda eqceodes mosiyvarule sikeTiT yvela maT, vinc masze aris damokidebuli; is msofliosTan yoveli axali SexebiT metad unda dabrZendes; is unda gacnobierdes SastrebiT da iyos mzad dharmas Sesasruleblad da adharmas Tavis asarideblad; man unda waaxalisos da daicvas Tavisi coli da Svilebi pasuxismgeblobis grZnobiT; man unda gasrisos rva egouroba, pativmoyvareoba romelic viTardeba: warmomavlobidan, simdidridan, xasiaTiidan, pirovnuli silamazidan, axalgazrdobiidan, swavlulobiidan, mSobliuri adgilebidan da Tundac asketobaSi miRweuli warmatebis siamayidan. man unda Seicnos oTxi mizani: dharma, arTha, kama da mokSa materialur keTildReobaze siamayis gareSe, Tumca mas SeiZleba aqvs is didi zomiT; dRis nawili unda gamoiyenos sxvebis msaxurebaSi; raimes Caufiqreblad sxvebis Sinameurneobis winaaRmdeg; unda daimsaxuros colis ndoba da hyavdes sando coli, erTi unda ugebdes meores da hqondes sruli rwmena meoreSi; aseTi aris gzebi romelSic grihasTha cxaddeba.  

 

k: maSin raRas niSnavs vaanaprasTha?

p: am stadiaze adamiani grZnobs, rom mTeli gaoreba aris araWeSmariti da usafuZvlo. is uars ambobs yvela survilze; iSorebs yvela mibmulobas yofierebaze; mas ar moswons xalxmraval adgilebSi cxovreba; mas swyuria gamarjvebis miRweva mantrajafiT da aseTnairad eweva asketur cxovrebas, ikvebeba mxolod nedli sakvebiT, ZiriTadad xiliT da foTlebiT zomierad; dadis brZenTa da mahariSebis (didbrZenTa) kompaniaSi; ismens maT darigebebs da mTlianad eZleva svlas RmerTis Secnobis gzaze. vaanaprasTham unda miiRos Tavisi colis Tanxmoba, roca is midis ganmartoebaSi, sadhanas cxovrebisTvis, da man agreTve unda sakmarisad uzrunvelyos Svilebi. Tu cols surs misi Tanxleba, man is unda waiyvanos sulier mogzaurobaSi. maT unda Sesabamisad SemdegSi icxovron rogorc dam da Zmam da ara, rogorc colma da qmarma. im pirobiT Tu es axali naTesaoba aris SenarCunebuli, cxovreba saxlSi SeiZleba gardaiqmnas vaanaprasThaSi. meores mxriv, Tu adrindeli cxovreba grZeldeba, cxovreba tyeSi ar Seqmnis vaanaprasThas. vaanaprasTha ar unda darCes daojaxebuli adamianebis adgilsamyoflebSi. man unda Seasrulos wesebi miwerili weliwadis TiToeuli droisTvis. is guladad unda Sexvdes wvimas, mzes da sicives weliwadis nebismier dros. is unda iyos fxizlad cvalebadi Wkuis mier daxatuli fizikuri siamovnebebis arsebobis mimarT. is unda eZebdes da poulobdes tkbobas mxolod uflis ganWvretaSi da sabinadroSi mis didebaze.

 

k: ras niSnavs saniaasa?

p: saniaasa aris yovelgvari grZnobiTi da sagnobrivi siamovnebebis maRla da miRma. saniaasa, iqceva uflis ganWvretasTan, rogorc TviT sicocxlis sunTqvasTan, romelic yovelTvis da yvelgan aucileblad saWiroa misi wminda arsebobisTvis; is Rebulobs sixaruls mxolod am ganWvretidan. man icis, rom simdidre da naTesaoba, siyvaruli da mibmuloba aris warmavali da midrekilebis mqone rom daknindes da dasruldes. is agdebs kasta-mdgomareobisa da upanaianamis msgavs samskaris gare Sexsenebebs; is atarebs mdabios tansacmels, oxris (Ria yviTeli) feris; is ar cxovrobs mWidrod dasaxlebul adgilebSi; is cxovrobs nebismier patara sakvebze, romelsac is iRebs; is ar gansjis adgilebs sadac is ar Rebulobs kvebas; is ar Wams orjer erT adgilze da ar iZinebs ori dRe zedized erT adgilze; is imarjvebs Wamis da Zilis cdunebazec ki; is mcired iwuxebs Tavs weliwadis droTa simkacrs gamo; is yovelTvis bednieri da gaxarebulia uflis sazogadoebaSi, romelsac is mouwodebs Tavisi dhiianiT.

 

k: amJamad aris bevri adamiani romelic dadis oxra-samoseliT, rogorc saniaasi. arian yvela isini aRWurvili discipliniT, romelic Sen axsene axla?

p: arsebobs, rasakvirvelia, aramcire raodenoba adamianebisa, romlebic arian ase aRWurvilni. magram ar SeiZleba iTqvas, rom yvela aris maTi msgavsi.

 

k: arsebobs bevri adamiani, vinc saniaasas meSveobiT, daaarsa aSramebi da amiT iSoves Tavisi dasaqmeba miwier saqmeebSi da iSoves miwieri samflobeloebi da ibrZvian miwieri zar-zeimisa da ZalauflebiTvis. ra SeiZleba iTqvas maT Sesaxeb?

p: namdvili saniaasasTvis da yvela gonebrivi mRelvarebidan gamosacalkeveblad, aSramis msgavsi organizaciebi, romlebic Sen axsene, aris didi winaaRmdegoba. yvela maTTvis vinc uari unda Tqvas yvela mizandasaxul Zalisxmevaze, Zalisxmeva aSramis Senaxvisa da winsvlisTvis aris dabrkoleba gzaSi. me ar mWirdeba Sen giTxra, ra saxeli ewodeba aseT saniaasas. me SemiZlia mxolod giTxra, rom isini ar imsaxureben am, saniaasas saxels.


k: svami, rogor SeiZleba gaizardos aSramebi, romlebic exmareba adamians rogorc Cven viciT mniSvneloba ganTavisuflebis, monad yofnidan? da aSramebi rogor iarsebebs fulis gareSe? vimedovneb, rom cduneba ar aris nebayoflobiT SemoTavazebuli daxmarebis miReba,.

p: Cemo Zvirfaso megobaro! qurdoba aris Tu klite damtvreulia da Zvirfaseuloba waRebulia vinmesgan an Tu isini gatanilia kedelSi gakeTebuli naxvretidan; qurdoba aris Tu dRisiT mzisiT adamiani nazi sityvebiT garwmunebs Sen ganSorde Sens Zvirfas nivTebTan. Tu saniaasam Tvali daadga simdidres, ra motiviTac ar unda iyos, es mavnea misi sulieri progresisTvis. man yvela msgavsi amocanebi unda gadaitanos vinme sando erTgulze da iyos mxolod dauinteresebeli mowme. misi movaleoba aris meTvalyureoba, rom mas, vinc eZebs aSraias (mxardaWeras), hqondes garantirebuli sulieri daxmareba, da ara aSramis daxmareba, warmoCinebasa da ayvavebaSi. aSramis gazrdis survilis cecxli gadaizrdeba angarebiTi egourobis did kconSi da dawvavs yvelafer saqebars saniaasaSi, gansakuTrebiT mis atmaanandas. cecxli anadgurebs ara ubralod saniaasas aramed mis winamZRolobaze damokidebul yvela adamians agreTve. grZnobebi `me” da `Cemi” aris aseTi ngrevis gamomwvevi naperwklebi. adamiani unda miebas megzurs, romelic Tavisufalia amisgan. magram erTxel aSrami gaxdeba ZiriTadi faqtori, da egreT wodebuli `megzuri” miabams Tavis Tavs adamians! is unda iyos sxva gza. is ar unda iyos damokidebuli yofaze; is unda iyos Tavisufali yvela mibmulobisgan. es aris saniaasas niSani.