თავი XIV

 

Thapasi

k: SeuZlia adamians Seicnos atma da Seirwymes, rogorc Sen ambob, pranavaSi am materialuri sxeuliT, SedgeniliT xuTi elementisgan? SeiZleba atmas izolireba sxeulisgan? es rogor unda gavakeToT?

p: adamians SeuZlia dhianiT da sxva varjiSebiT, pranava-manThras warmoTqmiT aRmoaCinos atma da ganacalkeos is sxeulidan. es procesi msgavsia amoRebis aWrili rZidan karaqis, qunjuTidan zeTis, niadagis qveSa fenidan wylis, xidan cecxlis. SedRveba, daqucmaceba, gamowurva, burRva, gaCexva – es procesebi aris saWiro, es aris yvelaferi. roca xdeba atmas gamocalkeveba sxeulidan, qreba rwmena, rom sxeuli aris atma an me.

 

k: svami! bevri uxucesi da brZeni ambobs, rom Cven unda warmovidginoT jiivatma rogorc paramatma, rom Cven unda ganvaviTaroT es grZnoba, es rwmena. es rogor aris SesaZlebeli?

p: Sen ratom fiqrob, rom es rTulia? gana advili ar aris simarTlis Tqma, vidre Tqma sicruis? Sen axla acxadeb tyuils rogorc marTals, da amitom warmoiqmneba yovelgvari siZneleebi; miiRe WeSmariteba, rom jiivatma da paramatma erTi da igivea; Semdeg yvelaferi xdeba advili. jer Seicani, rom atma, ‘jiivatma’ daukavSirebelia sxeulTan; Sen SegiZlia es gaakeTo dhianiT da a.S. rogorc suni aris gamocalkevebuli yvavilebidan, Saqari lerwmidan, oqro mTis qanidan, aseve atma gamocalkevebulia fizikuri sxeulidan. Semdeg nidhidhiasanas meSveobiT, da a.S. erTwertilze gamaxvilebuli gaazrebiT da meditirebiT, Sen SegiZlia warmoidgino jiivatma rogorc erTiani paramatmasTan. es aris tapasis dasruleba, saboloo nirvana.

 

k: zustad ra aris tapasi, svami?

p: es niSnavs grZnobebis moqmedebis Sewyvetas; adamiani unda iyos maTi yvelas mflobeli. ar unda darCes wyurvilis da madis kvalic ki. is moicavs Zalisxmevas brahmanis misaRwevad, mudmivi swrafvas am miznisaken; es unda gamoixatos zomier kvebasa da ZiliSi; es niSnavs tanjvas safuZvlis gasacnobiereblad. aseTi tapasi iwodeba saThviurad.

 

k: maSin ra aris rajasuri tapasi?

p: is, vinc ubralod aZabunebs sxeuls da asustebs mas, amave dros ar akeTebs grZnobebis SezRudvas da emociebis kontrols, asrulebs mxolod rajasur tapass. isini ar Seiswavlian da ar meditireben atmaThaThvaze; isini yuradRebas amaxvileben fizikur asketizmze.

 

k: unda arsebobdes kidev tamasuri tapasic.

p: arsebobs. RmerTebis gulis molboba keTilganwyobiT da Semdeg, keTilganwyobiT rogorc instrumentiT samyaros eqspluatirebis survili aris tamasuri tapasi. mxolod iseTi tapasi aris wesieri, romelsac Tavis miznad aqvs RmerTis miRweva, brahamnis realizeba, umaRlesi sibrZnis SeZena. marto aseTi tipis tapasi aris mowonebuli SastrebiT. yvela danarCeni Sen Segiyvans SecdomaSi, agacdens mizans. mxolod sastrebiT mowonebuli tapasi, imsaxurebs am saxels. sxvebi aris Thamasi, ara Thapasi. Thapasi niSnavs ‘sicxes’; sicxe wvavs codvebs da amcirebs mTel karmas nacrad.

 

k: sastrebSi naTqvamia, rom brZenebs TavianT aSramebSi hqondaT sami nivTi: CinThamanis Zvirfasi Tvali, kalpavrikSa da aseve kamadhenu, romlebic aZlevdnen maT yvelafers, rasac ki isini moisurvebdnen. me ar SemiZlia gavigo, maT saerTod risTvis undodaT Thapasi. geTayva, gaxade es CemTvis naTeli.

p: dafiqrdi maTze kragad. maSin Sen gecodineba, rom CinThamani ar aris Zvirfasi Tvali, arc kalpavrikSa aris xe da arc kamandhenu aris Zroxa. es yvelaferi aris Thapasis nayofebis saxelebi. eseni aris Zalebi, romlebic avtomaturad wilad xvdeba adamians, rogorc Thapasis Sedegi. is Seicnobs yvelafers, rasac moisurvebs. amas hqvia kalpavrikSasiddhi. rodesac is imorCilebs yvela survils, amas hqvia kamandhenusiddhi. ra aris CinThamanisiddhi? es aris stadia, roca Tqven ar gaqvT CinTha an mousvenroba an gonebrivi mRelvareba, stadia, roca yvela dardi rCeba Sors. roca CinTha mTavrdeba da moipoveba umaRlesi ananda, es aris CinThamanisiddhi. CinTha unda gaqres azridan, sityvidan da moqmedebidan.

 

k: isini agreTve saubroben mentaluri Thapasis Sesaxeb. is ras niSnavs?

p: metyvelebis kontrolis dacvas, grZnobebis sisufTavis ganviTarebas, morCilebis praqtikas. ifiqre yovelTvis brahmaThaThvaz. maSin SeiZleba Sen Tqva, rom imyofebi mentalur ThapasSi.

 

k: da fizikuri Thapasi?

p: isic agreTve aris kargi, Tavis sakuTar gzaSi. pativcemuli uxucesebi, sulieri maswavleblebi, wmindanebi da brZenebi da RmerTi akeTeben sisufTavisTvis. araZaladobas, simpaTias yvela arsebis mimarT, patiosnebas amas yvelafers moaqvs fizikuri keTildReoba, janmrTeloba da sargebloba. mentalur Thapass miyavs Wkuis sisufTavesTan. metyvelebis kontrols an Thapass miyavs metyvelebis gawmendasTan. am samis daxmarebiT SeiZleba miiRwel iqnes sami Zvirfaseuloba: kamadhenu, kalpavrikSa da CinThamani. es yvelaferi miRwevebia da ara ubralod Zroxebi, xeebi da Zvirfasi Tvlebi. 

 

k: arseboben vinme iseTi pirovnebebi, vinc miaRwies brahmaThaThvas da dharmaThaThvas warmatebaSi Thapasis daxmarebiT? vin arian isini? geTayva momiyevi me.

p: kapilamahamunim miaRwia brahmaThaThvams, jaiminimahamunim miaRwia dharmaThaThvams, narada gaxda brahmariSi, bhagiraTham Camoitana ganga dabla, gauThamam daarwmuna godavari gadmoRvriliyo miwaze, valmikim Seicno ramamanThrami da iyo SemZle Seedgina ramaiana, gargi gamagrda brahmaCariaSi da sulabha – sulier sibrZneSi, yvelaferi marto Thapasis meSveobiT. da risTvis moviyvanoT aseTi SezRuduli magaliTebi erTi meoris Semdeg? Thapasis meSveobiT, Tundac brahma da rudra gaxda adamianis TanamSromeli.

 

 k: svami! imisTvis, rom miaRwio aseT maRal stadias Sen ambob rom dabadeba maRal kastaSi aris aucilebeli? Tu sakmarisia umaRlesi Tanrigis sadhana?

p: kasta xasiaTis gareSe moklebulia mniSvnelobas; es aris swored carieli iarliyi. sadhana xasiaTze dayrdnobis gareSe, aris msgavsi brma kacis mogzaurobis. zneoba, saTnoeba, xasiaTi – es aris sasicocxlo. am safuZvelze, Tu sadhana keTdeba, sqemis Sesabamisad romelic qveS udevs adamianis mier arCeul gzas, maSin ar arsebobs warmatebis eWvi. magram Sen cnobad unda miiRo gafrTxilebebi romlebic aris mniSvnelovani. Sen adgili ar unda dauTmo sizarmaces ubralod imitom, rom jaaThi anu dabadeba, ar aris mniSvnelovani. niThi, an zneobrivi normebi, geZleva aseve jaaThis Sesabamisad; amitom maT xelSesawyobad jaaThis Secnoba aris sasargeblo da mniSvnelovani. magram, Tu warsul dabadebebSi damsaxurebebis dagrovebis meSveobiT, adamianms aqvs sikeTisa da saTnoebis ganZi, maSin adamiani ar saWiroebs mibmas jaaThize gacilebiT mniSvnelovanze. mxolod mas, vinc wina dabadebebSi eweoda iogas praqtikas da ver SeZlo dasruleba am process eqneba srulyofilebis is tipi. ZiriTadi, rac moiTxoveba, es aris, niiThis SeZena, romelic jaaThisTvis aris miwerili, niiThis aRzrda jaaThiT, da sakuTari Tavis gaxda mosargebad da aRsavsed cxovrebaSi umaRlesi mdgomareobisTvis. sadhanas da sulierebis gzis garkveul manZilze jaaThic da niiThic dagexmarebian. gunebic aseve amaRldebian am oris meSveobiT.

 

k: maSasadame, unda iyvnen isini, vinc wina cxovrebebSi damsaxurebebis dagrovebiT, miaRwia RmerTs. geTayva, momeci ramdenime magaliTi.

p: Cemo Zvirfaso adamiano! Sen ar unda eZebo mdinaris saTavis an brZenTa winaprebis aRmoCena. isini, SeiZleba sulac ar iyos STambeWdavi. Sen unda iyo kmayofili maTi msaxurebiT. maTi gamocdileba aris is, rac didad faseulia; iyavi STagonebuli maTiT, iyavi naxelmZRvanebi maT mier Tanabari ZalisxmeviT. Tu Sen midixar saTaveebis saZebnelad, Sen kargav sicocxlis arss. miuxedavad amisa, radgan Sen wamoayene es SekiTxva, me unda getyvi Sen. viiasa daibada meTevzeTa kastaSi, saunaka iyo sunakas gvaridan; agasThia daibada qoTanSi; viSvamiThra iyo kSaThria, suuta daibada meoTxe kastaSi. damatebiT, maT Soris vinc iyo saTno da keTili, visac Tavisi Tvalebi mipyrobili hqonda yovelTvis zneobriv standartebze Tavisi jaThisa da niiThisaTvis, vinc ganudga yvelafers da miekro Tavisi Tavis gaTavisuflebis ideals dabadebisa da sikvdilis da fizikuri faseulobebis moCvenebis monobidan: sanjava, saThiakama da kidev bevri sxva.

Cemo Zvirfaso adamiano! TviTZalisxmeva, viveka, Thapasi – am xarisxebiT adamiani aRwevs umaRles mdgomareobas. Sinagani instrumentebis gareSe verc erTi adamiani, rogori maRali kastisac ar unda iyos is, ver miaRwevs uzenaess. Tu dabali xarisxis spilenZs davamatebT oqroze, Senadnobi iqneba naklebad faseuli. rogorc sufTa oqro xdeba Senadnobi, spilenZTan kontaqtiT, aseve universali, viraat-rupa iRebs dabalfaseul egos, romelic mas daumata samsaram. virat-rupa xdeba transformirebuli jiiviSi. ici risi gakeTebaa saWiro, rom davibrunoT ukan oqro- ThaThva? Thapasis da vraThas meSveobiT, budhis gaprialebis da gawmendis meSveobiT bunebrivi mdgomareoba SeiZleba iyos dabrunebuli. Sen iban fexebs, talaxSi gavlis Semdeg; aseTnairadve Wkuac aseve unda unda iyos dabanili sagnebTan mibmulobis WuWyisgan. marto jnanas SeuZlia dawvas mibmulobebis Teslebi ise, rom maT ver SeZlon kvlav aRmoceneba. amitom, Tu adamians aqvs jnanas ganZi, is advilad aRwevs gaTavisuflebas.