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1.12.2011
ufalma kriSnam, Tavis bavSvobis dReeebSi, daamtvria Tixis qoTnebi, romlebSic gokulis rZismwvelavebis mier karaqi iyo Senaxuli. amis Sinagani mniSvneloba aris is rom ufalma kriSnam daamtvria materialuri fanjara da gaaTavisufla isini maTi droebiTi mimagrebidan. Semdeg man miiTvisa is rac mas yovelTvis ekuTvnoda – rwmenis karaqi. es karaqi aris Wkuis SedRvebis, sulieri disciplinis TviTgawmendis Sedegi. deha-ThaThva (grZnoba “me var sxeuli”) unda wavides da transformirdes dehi-ThaThvaSi (rwmena: “me var ganxorcielebuli”). aiReT mcire raodenobiT zRvis wyali da SeinaxeT is gacalkevebiT boTlSi; ramdenime dReSi mas ganuviTardeba cudi suni. iqamde vidre wyali aris zRvaSi mas araferi ar emTxveva. iyaviT zRvaSi (RmrTiurebis), rogorc misi nawili. ar gamoacalkeoT da ar gaaindividualuroT Tqveni Tavi. ar izoliryoT Tqveni Tavi rogorc sxeuli (deha), gamocalkevebuli masSi mobinadridan (dehidan). ramden xansac Tqven iqnebiT RmrTiur cnobierebaSi verc tkivili, verc dardi, verc egouroba an siamaye ver SeZlebs Tqvens dalaqavebas.
2.12.2011
Tu grZnobebi daWerili aris Tavis adgilze ar arsebobs SiSis mizezi. mxolod maSin rodesac isini Sexebas iwyeben obieqtebTan irgvliv warmoebs yuradRebis gadatana sixarulis da dardis tyupebze. rodesac Tqven ismenT vinmes mier Tqvens ciliswamebas, Tqven gancdiT risxvas da dards, magram ar arsebobs aseTi aRelveba Tu sityvebi ar ecema Tqvens yurebze. obieqtebis mimarT grZnobebis cduneba aris dardis da misi tyupiscali sixarulis mizezi. ramden xansac iarsebebs msoflo, grZnoba-obieqtis kontaqtis Tavidan acileba aris SeuZlebeli; amis msgavsad manamde, sanam adamians aqvs wina dabadebebis tvirTi, is ver SeZlebs gaeqces sixaruli-dardis kompleqss. magram ra sargeblobis momtania talRebis dawynarebis lodini sanam Tqven SexvalT zRvaSi SxapisTvis? brZeni swavlobs wylis mizanmimarTuli talRebis Tavidan acilebas da ukan daxeuli talRebis gafarcxvas. atareT javSani (ThiThikSa) vaJkacobis, da damcavi kargi da cudi bedis dartymebis. ThiThikSa niSnavs aRuSfoTeblobas dapispirebis winaSe, es aris, orobiTobis guladad erTad dayeneba.
3.12.2011
sxeulis cnobierebis Tavidan mocileba unda iyos Tqveni diikSa (ucvleli saqmianoba). is unda gamoixatos TavisTavad namdvil praqtikaSi rogorc disciplina (niSTha) da grZnobebis da emociebis wvrTna (sikSana). wyals an cecxls rogorc aseTebs ar SeuZliaT matareblis wayvana. es orive unda gaerTiandes mesame nivTis-orTqlis sawarmoeblad, romelsac mihyavs matarebeli win. ganixileT disciplina rogorc ufro mniSvnelovani vidre Tundac sakvebi. es sxeuli (deha) aris mxolod instrumenti mobinadris (dehis) realizebisTvis. gabedulad da rwmeniT kvebeT Tqveni suli ise patiosnad rogorc Tqven kvebavT sxeuls. Tqven miaRwevT erTianobas mobinadresTan mxolod maSin rodesac gonebrivi mRelvareba damSviddeba da aRuSfoTebloba miiRweva. rogoric ar unda iyos gza – erTgulebis, sibrZnis Tu uangaro moqmedebebis, man unda migiyvanoT Tqven aRuSfoTeblobis miRwevasTan. dabadeba-sikvdilis-kontinuumis niaRvris gaRma mxareze mSvidobianad gadasasvlelad, Tqven unda aagoT es magari usafrTxo xidi romelsac ewodeba mtkice disciplina (niSTha).
4.12.2011
Cveulebriv adamianebi eZeben mxolod bednierebas da sixaruls; araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar surT ubedureba da dardi! isini maspinZloben bednierebas da sixaruls rogorc TavianT yvelaze uaxloes keTilis msurvelebs da ubedurebas da dards rogorc TavianT mosisxle mtrebs. es aris didi Secdoma. rodesac Tqven xarT bednieri dardis riski aris didi; bednierebis dakargvis SiSi mosvenebas ar gaZlevT Tqven. ubedureba gkarnaxobT SekiTxvas, diskriminirebas, TviTgamokvlevas da SiSs raime uaresis rac SeiZleba momxdariyo. is gafxizlebT Tqven zarmacobisgan da pativmoyvareobisgan. SexvdiT cxovrebis orobiTobas ThiThikSiT (vaJkacurad). magram SeigneT rom ThiThikSa aris gansxvavebuli moTminebisgan (sahanasgan). moTmineba aris raimes miReba; atana an Segueba masTan radgan Tqven ar gaqvT sxva arCevani. vaJkacoba iZleva maTi gadalaxvis unars magram amis miuxedavad, misi ugulebelyofa – es aris sulieri discoplina. gare samyaros orobiTobis atana Sinagani aRuSfoTeblobiTa da mSvidobiT aris gza romelic migiyvanT Tqven gaTavisuflebasTan. gadaitaneT yvelaferi analizuri diskriminirebiT – moTminebis es tipi Sedegad mogcemT karg nayofs.
5.12.2011
gamoxseniT Tqveni Tavi grZnobebidan. mxolod Semdeg gabrwyindeba suli (atma). Wkua unda moSordes misi axlandeli megobrebidan, grZnobebidan, da gaxdes erTguli misi patronis, gonebis. ubralod rom vTqvaT, marcvali unda gamoirCes CenCodan, vivekas (garCevis) saqmianobiT. rodesac Tqven anTebT lampas da SegaqvT is oTaxSi, romelsac Ria aqvs misi yvela xuTive fanjara, qari dauberavs als garedan. rom SevinarCunoT lampis sinaTle saimedod fanjrebi unda daixuros. grZnobebi aris fanjrebi; ali aris Wkuis koncentrireba mxolod RmerTis Secnobis mizanze. ras akeTeben sazRvargareT gasamgzavrebeli grZnobebi rom gaigon es sitkboeba? lotosis yvavilis garSemo moxtunave bayayebma ar ician neqtris Sesaxeb, romelsac Seicavs yvavili. mxolod gonebas SeuZlia am netarebis TqvenTvis Cveneba. gaamaxvileT Tqveni survilebi saqmeebze, romlebic boloa da kvebavs, nacvlad saqmeebis romlebic aris myvirala da amoWamen kidec.
6.12.2011
bedniereba adamians aviwyebs Tavis valdebulebebs TavisSi, rogorc adamianis arsebaSi. is iTrevs adamians egourobaSi codvebis Cadenisken. bedniereba Wimavs farads gamocdilebaze, romelic amtans xdis adamians. is aseve xarjavs adamianis damsaxurebis marags da aRagznebs mdabal vnebebs. meore mxriv dardi miagebs kacs sabrZolo mzadyofnas da afxizlebs. ubedureba aiZulebs adamians dafiqrdes da mihyavs TviTsrulyofilebisken. is aseve aZlevs adamians axal da faseul gamocdilebas, da xazs usvams bednierebis faseulobas. gaigeT rom bedniereba da ubedureba aris ganuyofeli da Tqven ar SegiZliaT airCioT mxolod erTi. umaspinZleT ubedurebebs da tanjvebs rogorc Tqvens megobrebs; ukidures SemTxvevaSi ar SexedoT maT rogorc Tqvens mtrebs! ukeTesia CaTvaloT bednierebac da ubedurebac RmerTis saCuqrebad. es aris sakuTari Tavis gaTavisuflebis yvelaze advili gza.
7.12.2011
namdvili gmiri aris uryevi pirovneba romelic odnav ar akankaldeba cxovrebis zRvis mSfoTvare talRebiT gamowveuli maRla aweviT da dabla daSvebiT. aseTi pirovneba arasdros ar kargavs wonasworobas; is xdeba misi bunebis nawili! adamiani romelic Tavisi sulieri disciplinis grafikSi iWers cdunebebs Tu yuradRebis gafantvas, aris brZeni adamiani, romelic aseve moixsenieba rogorc dhiira. dhii niSnavs budhis (inteleqts, gonebas), da es aris kacis namdvili xarisxi. tansacmeli da ulvaSebi ar aris is rac warmoaCens ‘gmirs’. namdvili adamianuroba yvavis sixarulisa da dardis orobiTobis uaryofiT, da yvela Tqveni sagmiro saqmeebiT am oris dapyrobiT. Tqveni gamarjveba unda iyos Sinagan mtrebze vidre gareganze TavisTavad. mogebis Semdeg Tqven rasac SeiZenT aris maradisoba! miwier sagnebs ar SeuZliaT netarebis am mdgomareobis Cuqeba. Tu Tqven namdvilad da myarad iwevT sixarulsa da dardze maRla, netareba romelsac Tqven aRwevT aris absoluturi, damoukidebeli da sruli.
8.12.2011
icxovreT yovelTvis amaRlebul azrebzze. rodesac haeri avsebs fexburTs, is iRebs burTis formas. rodesac is avsebs aerostats is iRebs aerostatis formas, ovalurs an sferuls. zustad aseve Wkua iRebs im sagnis formas romelTanac is aris mibmuli. Tu is fiqsirdeba patara nivTebze, is xdeba patara. Tu is fiqsirdeba keTilSobil da did nivTebze is xdeba keTilSobili da didi. kamera iRebs imis suraTs razec is aris mimarTuli, asevea Wkuis SemTxvevaSi. gaarCieT vidre Tqven ganiviTarebT mibmulobas. Tu Tqveni mibmuloba aris meuRlisa da Svilebis, miwebisa da nagebobebis, sabanko angariSebisa da naSTebis mimarT, Tqven gancdiT tkivils rodesac isini gauaresdeba. ganaviTareT gulwrfeli mibmuloba RmrTiurebis mimarT da Tqven gaizrdebiT siyvarulsa da brwyinvalebaSi. erTguleba ar aris arc krialosnis tareba arc Tayavniscema gamoxatuli yvavilebiT, qafuriT an zarebis rekviT. Tqven ganisjebiT Tqveni sulieri discipliniT, azrebiT da grZnobebis kontroliT.
9.12.2011
adamiani unda dakavdes saqmianobaSi Tanabari azriT warmatebasa da warumateblobaSi, kargsa da cudSi. manamde inteleqti ar gasufTavdeba da gaiwvrTneba SeuZlebelia moqmedebis nayofTan mibmulobaze uaris Tqma da saqmeebis ise keTeba rogorc movaleoba an miZRvna. ganaviTareT es azrovneba da misi saSualebiT gaaTavisufleT Tqveni Tavi moqmedebis (karmas) kabalidan. SesaZlebelia Tqven TqvaT rom umjobesia Tavi Seikavo moqmedebaTa nayofebidan vidre apraqtikoT mis nayofebze uarisTqmis rTuli disciplina; magram es aris SeuZlebeli! karma aris gardauvali. erTi wuTiTac ar SeuZlia adamians gaaTavisuflos Tavisi Tavi moqmedebisgan. yovel saqmes (karias) da moqmedebas aqvs dasawyisi da dasasruli, magram niSkama karmas (survilebs moklebul moqmedebas) ar aqvs aseTi. es aris sxvaoba am ors Soris. rodesac moqmedeba (karma) sruldeba misgan mogebis miRebis TvalsazrisiT adamiani itanjeba danakargiT, tkiviliT, da sasjeliTac ki. magram niSkama karma gaTavisuflebT Tqven am yvelafridan.
10.12.2011
Tqveni Rirseba ar izomeba salocavebis raodenobiT romlebic Tqven moinaxuleT, an raodenobiT da RirebulebiT SeTavazebebis romelic Tqven iq gaakeTeT. ar iangariSoT drois xangrZlivoba romelic Tqven gaatareT uflis saxeliT da zeimiT; gamoiangariSeT umjobesia dro romlic Tqven dakarguli gaqvT moSorebiT uflisgan da moinanieT. deda siita rogor Sexvda epikur poema ramaianaSi lankas agresorebis dacinvas, Seuracxyofas da wamebas Seupovrad? ram misca mas fsiqiuri amtanoba? es iyo uflis saxelis gameoreba da sxva araferi. yovelTvis gaxsovdeT rom survili, risxva, sixarbe da siZulvili verasdros ver iarsebebs RmrTiurTan. gemrieli kerZi gaxdeba sakvebad uvargisi Tu navTis wveTi daecema masze. erTma cudma azrma an moqmedebam SeiZleba gaafuWos sulieri disciplina bejiTad naSenebi didi xnis ganmavlobaSi. iqonieT RmrTaebrivi saxeli mudam Tqvens azrebSi da Tqven SeZlebT mamacurad SexvdeT nebismier ubedurebas.
11.12.2011
isurveT moqmedebis (karmas) nayifi da Tqven daibadebiT kvlav da kvlav, daWerili am survilSi, gadaagdeT es Zlieri survili da Tqven gaTavisufldebiT am nakadidan. mTavaria mWidrod CaeWido mizans. Tqveni mizani unda iyos karma (moqmedeba) da ara kama fhala (moqmedebis nayofi). icodeT rom adamianis moqmedebis nayofis survili aris rajogunas (cxovelis moqmedebis xarisxis, romelsac mihyavs tkivilTan) niSani. Tu Tqven airCevT umoqmedobaSi darCenas es aris Thamogunas (zarmacobis da umoqmedobis romelsac mihyavs umecrebasTan) niSani! es aris ufro uaresi vidre rajoguna. es gakveTili iyo ara marto arjunasTvis; es rCeva daniSnulia yoveli maZieblisTvis da kacobriobisTvis mTlianad.
12.12.2011
Tqveni gulis veli unda gaiwmindos buCqnarebisa da eklebisgan. is unda moixnas da daikvalos, moirwyas da danestiandes siRrmeSi. Semdeg Teslebi SeiZleba daiTesos miwaSi; ar unda mimoifantos zedapirze. Teslis daTesvis Semdeg, morwyeT mindori, gaasufTaveT sarevelebisgan, moaSoreT moxetiale msxvilfexa pirutyvi, nakeliT gaapativeT naTesi, SeafrqvieT pesticidebi, da Semdeg Tqven SegiZliaT miiRoT uxvi mosavali. sulieri disciplina (sadhana) niSnavs da moicavs TavisSi yvela am nabijs. Tu arsebobs gamrudebuli xedva, xasiaTi, azrebi da grZnobebi, rogor SeZlebs erTguleba Tundac gaRivebas an ayvavebas? Tu lampa ar aris cecxlmokidebuli es niSnavs rom Tqven is ar aanTeT! Tqveni sulieri winsvla aris is rac airekleba ukan Tqvenze rogorc wyaloba. Tqveni dacema airekleba ukan Tqvenze rogorc wyalobis arqona. daasaqmeT Tqveni Tavi moqmedebebSi romlebsac SeuZlia Tqveni gonebis da Wkuis mimarTva RmrTiurebisken da amaRlebul gzebze, da moipoveT misi uxvi wyaloba Rirseuli moqmedebis meSveobiT.
13.12.2011
adamianebi asruleben moqmedebebs iqidan nayofis miRebis survilis karnaxiT; Tu moqmedeba ar iZleva sasurvel Sedegs, isini aRar axdenen moqmedebas momavalSi. xeiri, mogeba, jildo, Sedegi – kaci eZebs marto amas. magram es wesi ar vrceldeba maTze, vinc TavianT xelebSi iRebs giitas raTa Sesvan uflis gzavnilis neqtari. yvela ar miiswrafis neqtrisken; da Tu Tqven amas akeTebT naTelia rom Tqven miiswrafiT maradiuli sixarulisa da gaTavisuflebisaken. Semdeg Tqven unda gadaixadoT safasuri Tqveni moqmedebebis nayofis survilis gadagdebisTvis, da yvelaferi unda SeswiroT RmrTiuris terfebs. Tavi daanebeT codvas, usamarTlobas da mankierebas. ar SeuracxyoT ufrosebi, daimsaxureT saTnoeba da aayvaveT sikeTis TviTpativiscema. miuZRveniT Tqveni Tavi Santis da soukhias (mSvidobis da siuxvis) Seqmnas msoflioSi, da Tundac Tqven mogiwioT brZola, gaigeT rom samarTlianoba gaimarjvebs.
14.12.2011
yovelTvis iqonieT mxedvelobaSi cxovrebis azri da mizani. icxovreT am mizniT da azriT. Tqven da absoluturi maradiuli RmrTiureba xarT erTi. Tqven ar xarT individualuri, droebiTi da gansakuTrebuli. yovelTvis imoqmedeT amis SesatyvisobiT. darCiT Tqvens meditirebaSi imis gaqrobamde rom Tqven asrulebT meditirebas an sulier praqtikas. daiviwyeT ego, dae is gadnes da Seirwymes mTeli Tavisi fenebiT cnobierebaSi. arsebobs zogierTi, vinc meditirebis dros artyams koRoebs romlebic abezreben mas! ara, Tqven unda CaabaT Tqveni Tavi meditirebaSi im dromde vidre Tqven gadalaxavT yvela fizikuri da gonebrivi biZgebisa da impulsebis zRvars. valmiiki, ramaianas avtori dafaruli iyo WianWvelebis budiT romelic gaizarda masze maRla. adamianebma aRmoaCines is saxelis “raama” galobiT romelic asxivebda nayaridan. uaryaviT sxeuli (deha) imitom rom Tqven SeZloT mobinadris (dehis) aRmoCena. ar CaZvreT yuradRebis misapyrob garegan mokazmulobaSi; amis nacvlad CaZveriT siRrmeSi da aRmoaCineT Sinagani brwyinvaleba.
15.12.2011
Tu Tqven Tvali giWiravT Tqvens moqmedebaTa nayofze, Tqven advilad dagemarTebaT SeSfoTebiT, mRelvarebiT da mousvenrobiT daavadeba. Tqven SeiZleba ikiTxoT “Tu nayofze naTqvami iqneba uari, rogor SeZlebs adamiani cxovrebaze Tavis garTmevas?” neba momeciT me gkiTxoT Tqven – risTvis es gulis sisuste, es nervioloba? is vinc aris darwmunebuli, ‘iogakSemam vahamiaham’ (me vizruneb Tqvens yvela saWiroebaze – yofiTsa da sulierze) aucileblad dainaxavs Semdeg amas. is gascems saWiro saxsrebsa da saSualebebs. maZiebeli (karmaiogi) visac aqvs Secnobili moqmedebis (karmas) saidumlo msxverplad SewirvasTan (fhala ThiagasTan) erTad unda hqondes sama buddhi (gulgriloba) ufro metad vidre sanga buddhi (Wkua mibmuli samyaroze). sanga buddhis mihyavs adamiani fiqrTan rom: “es moqmedeba aris Cemi; misi Sedegebi aris Cemi mcdelobis gamo. me var maTze uflebis mqone pirovneba.” aseTi azrebi boWaven mkeTebels. kriSna giitaSi acxadebs, “samaThvam iogamuCiaThe” (yvela sulieri praqtikis saboloo Sedegi aris gulgrilobis miRweva). adamiani unda avides am sanga buddhize maRla da ecados samaThvamis miRwevas.
16.12.2011
Seupovrobis gamoCena sxeulis uaryofis sulier disciplinaSi niSnavs Sebrunebas grZnobebis cdunebidan, rac aris, daZleva eqvsi Sinagani mtris – survilis, risxvis, sixarbis, mibmulobis, siamayis da siborotis. risxva abrunebs adamians mTvral cxovelSi. sxva impulsebi aris Tanabrad mankieri. eZebeT mxolod margebeli moqmedebebi romlebic mogapovebinebT uflis wyalobas. miiReT mxolod saThviuri (ubralo, sufTa, vegetarianuli) sakvebi, romelic ar arRvevs sulieri saqmianobiT gamomuSavebul Tqvens simSvides. ar daarRvioT Tundac Tqveni sulieri praqtikis tenori. SeaxseneT Tqen Tavs, rogor ar Tqva uari didma wmindanma ramadasma Tavis naamasmaranaze (uflis ganWvretaze) sapyrobileSi cxovrebis tanjvis miuxedavad. Tu Tqven Tqvens Tavs CaZiravT deha TaThvaSi, sxeulis cnobierebaSi, Tqven daiwyebT daSvebas. magram Tqven SeiZleba iyoT namdvilad janmrTeli da bednieri mxolod maSin rodesac Tqven CaZiruli xarT mes – aatma TaThvas universalur da arsebiT bunebaSi.
17.12.2011
giitas bevri komentatori ganmartavs rom adamianis moqmedebis nayofze uaris Tqma aris gonivruli radgan mas ar aqvs ufleba an Zalaufleba isurvos nayofi. es aris didi Secdoma. rodesac adamians aqvs moqmedebis saqmianobaSi dakavebis ufleba, mas aseve aqvs ufleba nayofze; veravin ver SeZlebs uaryofas an uaris Tqmas amisgan. magram mkeTebels SeuZlia Tavisi sakuTari nebayoflobiT da simtkiciT ukuagdos Sexeba SedegebiT, xelsayreliT Tu araxelsayreliT. ufals naTqvami aqvs giitaSi, ‘ukuagdeT nayofi’ (maa fhaleSu), rac niSnavs, saqmeebi iZleva nayofs magram mkeTebelma ar unda akeTos isini Sedegebis TvalsazrisiT. Tu kriSnas gansazRvra iyo eTqva rom mkeTebls ar aqvs ufleba gakeTebuli moqmedebis nayofze, is ityoda, ‘es aris unayofo’ an ‘nafhaleSu’, (na, niSnavs aras). sakuTari Tavis karmaSi dasaqmebas, icodeT rom Sedegi mohyveba, da ecadeT iyoT miubmeli masze an gulgrili masTan, es aris sisufTavis niSani.
18.12.2011
yovelTvis icxovreT keTilSobil azrebze. ganaviTareT mibmuloba universaluri uflis mimarT da Tqven gaizrdebiT siyvarulsa da brwyinvalebaSi. ufali ar aris arc keTili arc RvarZliani. is asaxavs Tqvenze, Tqvens sakuTar sulier progress rogorc wyalobas. ganaviTareT siyvaruli mis mimarT. mowoneba da armowoneba aris namdvilad Cvevisa da aRzrdis Sedegi. grZnobebi giTreven Tqven misgan mosaSoreblad magram ar gaZleven nayofs; isini male dawvebian gaSxlarTuli. mxolod myari garCeviT dabadebul gulwrfel miswrafebas SeuZlia Tqveni daxmareba. RmrTirebas surs naRebi romelic inaxeba Tqveni gulis qoTanSi. es naRebi aris suli (atma), romelic gamyarebulia energiuli SedRvebis Semdeg. SesTavazeT Tqvens sayvarel ufals Tqveni saTnoebis surneleba, Tqveni gulis gambedaoba da Tqveni gamocdilebis sibrZne. es aris is rac namdvilad surs ufals. me glocavT Tqven rom Tqven SeZloT gazrda amaSi dRiTi dRe.
19.12.2011
rodesac arjuna evedreboda rom kriSnas eTqva misTvis sTiThaprajnis namdvili xarisxebi, ufalma auxsna rom sTiThaprajna aris Tavisufali yvela survilisgan da aris mcodne da gacnobierebuli marto RmrTiurebaSi (atmaSi). es stadia SeiZleba miRweuli iyos ori procesiT: pirveli negatiuriT da Semdegi pozitiuriT. wina uari Tqva WkuaSi survilis yvela ganzraxvaze da bolo masSi danergo yvelgandamswre sixaruli. negatiur procesSi unda moaciloT Wkuidan borotebis da codvis yvela nergebi; da pozitiurSi gazardoT da moiwioT RmerTTan mibmulobis mosavali. grZnobebis siamovneba miRebuli materialuri samyarodan aris sarevelebi; mosavali aris RmerTTan mibmuloba. Wkua aris survilebis kona da Tu es survilebi mocilebulia maTi fesvebis mouspoblad ar iarsebebs Wkuis daZlevis imedi. rodesac Wkua qreba, sTiThaprajna aris Seqmnili.
20.12.2011
upirvelesad Tqven unda daimorCiloT survilebi. rom daarwmuno survilebi maTi gauCinarebis aucileblobaSi amisTvis ar aris saWiro arc omi da arc sasiamovno sityvebis gamoyeneba. isini ar gaqrebian vinmes SiSiT an sxvebis keTilganwyobiT. survilebi aris mizani; isini miekuTvneba ‘danaxulis’ kategorias. mtkicebiT “me var damnaxavi, ara danaxuli”, Tqven unda gaaTavisufloT sakuTari Tavi mibmulobidan da daipyroT survilebi. Tqven unda uTvalTvaloT Wkuis muSaobas mis garedan; Tqven ar unda CaebaT masSi. es aris am disciplinis mniSvneloba. Wkuis unari msgavsia Zlieri eleqtro denis. is dakvirvebuli unda iyos Soridan da ar unda Sexvide kontaqtSi an Seexo. SeexebiT mas da Tqven daiferflebiT. zustad aseve, kontaqti da mibmuloba Wkuas aZlevs Tqveni dangrevis Sanss. rac ufro Sors xarT misgan ukeTesia. marjve meTodebiT Sen gaakeTeb mis saukeTeso gamoyenebas Seni sakuTari keTildReobisTvis.
21.12.11
siyvarulis ganxorcielebano! ar arsebobs samyaroSi ufro faseuli raime vidre dro, ar dakargoT fuWad Tundac misi erTi wuTi. dRes adamianebi midrekili arian Tavisi drois angarebiT saqmianobaSi xarjvaze nacvlad misi Sewirvis uangaro msaxurebaze. maT Zalian surT miiRon sxvebis daxmareba, magram survili ar aqvT TviTon iyvnen damxmare. arsebobs adamianis arsebaTa ori tipi – degradirebuli da amaRlebuli. degradirebuli arian isini vinc eZebs an iRebs nivTebs sxvebisgan da ara marto iviwyebs valis gadaxdas, aramed cdilobs zianis miyenebas maTze vinc maT exmareba. amaRlebuli arian isini visi bunebrivi xasiaTi aris sxvebis dasaxmareblad wasvla. Tu isini iZlevian sityvas isini cdiloben mis Sesrulebas rogoric ar unda iyos sirTule da winaaRmdegoba. kargi saqmeebisa da msxverplgaRebis meSveobiT, stimuli mieciT siyvarulis grZnobas, moiSoreT borotebis Strixebi da warmarTeT Rirseuli cxovreba.
22.12.2011
arsebobs siyvarulis ori forma. erTi gkravT Tqven RmerTTan meore gkravT Tqven samyarosTan. Wkua aris pasuxismgebeli orive mdgomareobaze. is msgavsia saketis. Tu Tqven moatrialebT gasaRebs marjvniv, saketi gaixsneba; Tu Tqven moatrialebT gasaRebs marcxniv, saketi Caiketeba. guli aris gasaRebi Wkuis saketisTvis. Tu Tqven atrialebT gasaRebs samyaros mimarTulebiT, Tqven gaqvT mibmuloba (Sekvra). Tqven unda mxedvelobaSi gqondeT rom survilebma da siZulvilma adgili ar daikavos WkuaSi. ar dabadoT boroti neba vinmes mimarT. Tavi aarideT maT kompanias, visac cudi Wkua aqvs. kargi kompaniis meSveobiT Tqveni cudi xarisxebi ganzavdeba, msgavsad Camdinare wylis, romelic Sedis zRvaSi. Tqven SegiZliaT amis saSualebiT aamaRloT Tqveni Tavi. erTguleba niSnavs yvela sxva survilze uaris Tqmas da yvela moqmedebisa da azris RmerTisTvis miZRvnas.
23.12.2011
RmrTaebrivi ar aris gamocalkevebuli Tqvenidan. Tqven xarT RmrTaebrivi. es rwmena unda gaizardos TqvenSi. dasawyisSi Tqven miiCnevT Tqvens Tavs ubralod adamianis arsebad. Semdeg Tqven TandaTanobiT xvdebiT Tqvens SesaZlebel RmrTiurebas. dasasruls Tqven igebT Tqvens sakuTar Sinagan RmrTiurebas. axlave gaemgzavreT RmrTiurTan erTianobis misaRwevad. dro aravis ucdis. moikribeT Tqveni yvela ZalRone RmerTis Sesacnobad. pirveli aucilebeli aris egos Tavidan moSoreba; amis gareSe RmrTiurebis netareba SeuZlebelia iyos gancdili. moCvenebiTi Tayvaniscema, simdidre, Zalaufleba da mdgomareoba ver dagexmarebaT Tqven sulier ZebnaSi. isini ver gaCuqeben mSvidobas da ver mogacileben SiSs romelic yovelTvis stumrobs adamians. mxolod rwmenis adamiani aris mTlianad Tavisufali SiSisgan. amitom ganiviTareT rwmena RmerTSi da atareT RmerT-mimarTuli cxovreba. is vinc Seicnobs Tavis naklovanebebs aris kurTxeuli. aseve kurTxeulebi arian isini vinc xedaven kargs sxvebSi.
24.12.2011
iesom msxverplad Seswira Tavisi sicocxle kacobriobis aRorZinebasa da keTildReobas. man aseve gaacxada WeSmariteba: erTi suli binadrobs yvela arsebaSi. man Tqva, “yvela sicocxle aris erTi, Cemo Zvirfaso Svilo. iyavi yvelasTan erTnairi”. Tqven unda miiCnioT Tqveni sxeuli rogorc sulis taZari; gaiTvaliswineT rom RmrTiureba aris mudam TqvenSi. adamianis sxeuli aris samoseli sulisTvis. mxolod maSin rodesac Tqven SeicnobT am WeSmaritebas Tqven SeZlebT RmrTiurebis gancdis dawyebas. daimaxsovreT Tqven saiTac SeiZleba waxvideT, maradiuli suli rCeba TqvenTan. adamianebi SeiZleba iyvnen gansxvavebuli formaSi da saxelSi, fersa da erovnebaSi, da gansxvavebuli istoriuli mdgomareobidan. magram RmerTs ar aqvs aseTi gansxvavebebi. aqedan gamomdinare nebismier religias Tqven ar unda CaudgeT kriWaSi an Tavs daesxaT mas an dascinoT mas. Tqven SeiZleba aRiaroT nebismieri sarwmunoeba romelic mogwonT. magram Tqven ar unda daamciroT sxvebis rwmena. es aris erTgulebis parodia. Tqven unda yovelTvis pativisceT RmrTiurebas romelic aris yovel arsebaSi.
25.12.2011
rodesac Tqven gulwrfelad SedixarT sulieri praqtikis gzaSi, sxvebSi Secdomebis povnis an Tqveni upiratesobis survili qreba. rodesac Tqven gwyuriaT RmerTis miRweva, Tqven unda daicvaT direqtivebi da win waiwioT sulier gzaze; yoveli nabiji migiyvanT Tqven ufro axlos. rodesac Tqven gWirdebaT sofelis miRweva, Tqven unda adgeT da waxvideT misken; is ar adgeba da ar wamova Tqvensken! msgavsad, rodesac Tqven gWirdebaT RmerTTan miRweva, adeqiT da wadiT, ise rogorc is migmarTavT! mxolod am saSualebiT SegiZliaT Tqven gaxadoT sicocxle Rirseuli. ieso aswavlida martiv praqtikul gakveTilebs sulier winwawevaSi kacobriobis sikeTisTvis; ieso mouwodebda adamianebs mcnebiTa da magaliTiT ganeviTarebinaT gulmowyalebis, TanagrZnobis, moTminebis, siyvarulisa da WeSmaritebis madli. Tu Tqven xarT gulwrfeli maZiebeli, izeimeT misi dabadebis dRe erTgulebis suliT, Tqvens gulSi rwmenis gaRrmavebiT da daafaseT misi swavlebebi ufro intensiuri praqtikis meSveobiT.
26.12.2011
vinaidan nivTieri samyaro agrZelebs Wkuis mizidvas, adamians ar SeuZlia pretendireba srul warmatebaze. amitom kriSna giitaSi ambobs: “Tqven unda daamyaroT batonoba grZnobebze; Semdeg Tqven ar dagWirdebaT SiSi, imisTvis rom isini xdebian gvelebi, romlebsac amoclili aqvT Sxamaini kbilebi. kacs aqvs sami mmarTveli instrumenti: Wkua, goneba da grZnobebi. swored maSin rodesac es sami muSaobs unisonSi da TanamSromlobs erTi meoresTan es TiToeuli ‘eSveba dinebaSi’ an ‘Tavisufldeba’.” kriSnam winaswar gaakeTa ise rom arjuna Caegdo sagonebelSi gaego ra moxdeba “rodis romeli moqmedebs romelTan”. amitom man TviTon miawoda pasuxi. man uTxra: “rodesac Wkua TanamSromlobs grZnobebTan, Sen Sedixar dinebaSi romelsac ewodeba samsara (yofiTi cxovreba); rodesac is uqvemdebarebs Tavis Tavs gonebas, Sen aRwev RmrTaebrivis codnas. erT gzas mihyavs yofiT survilebTan, meores RmrTiurebasTan. gonebam unda gadawyvitos; Wkuam unda Seasrulos ase gakeTebuli gadawyvetileba. es aris swori moqmedebis wesi.”
27.12.2011
iyaviT uflis madlieri rom man mogcaT dro, iseve rogorc moqmedeba mis Sesavsebad. man mogcaT sakvebi iseve rogorc, SimSili saWmlis gemos Casataneblad. rodesac Tqven aSenebT saxls, Tqven ayenebT karebs wina mxareSi. ra aris misi mizani? SeuSvaT yvela visac Tqven miipatiJebT da miiRebT garedan yvela erTad an cal-calke, da ar darToT maT Sin yofnis neba rogor da rodesac maT moewonebaT. zustad aseve, gamoarCieT impulsebi, motivebi, stimulebi romlebic Sedian Tqvens WkuaSi; ar SeuSvaT damamcirebeli, gamfuWebeli da damzianebeli. SeuSviT umaRlesi sibrZne wminda werilebis, sibrZne SerCeuli mZime gansacdelebis gancdisgan (anubhava jnaanam). Tqven didi xnis ganmavlobaSi meditirebdiT simdidreze, statusze, xelfasze, bavSvebze, naTesavebze, saxelsa da cxovrebis standartebze. is yvela aris warmavali faseuloba. daafiqsireT Tqveni yuradReba da gulis wadili RmerTze, maradiulze, namdvilze, sufTasa da uZravze.
28.12.2011
gadaagdeT yvela mibmuloba da dakavdiT saqmianobaSi TiTqos TiToeuli aris msxverplSewirva (iajna), miZRvnili uflisadmi. wminda werilebi gamosxivdeba RmerTidan; moqmedebebi (karmebi) gamosxivdeba wminda werilebidan; moqmedebebidan warmoiqmneba Tayvaniscema (iajna), Sedegad modis wvima; wvimidan izrdeba sakvebi; da sakvebidan movida yvela cocxali arseba. es aris cikli romelic unda iyos miRebuli da pativnacemi. kriSna acxadebs: “ganvixiloT es, oh arjuna, me ar maqvs araviTari saWiroeba raime karmis Seqmnis; ara, arsad sam samyaroSi. me ar var raime ZaldatanebaSi. amis miuxedavad me yovelTvis dakavebuli var karmaSi. gqondes myari rwmena atmaSi (sulSi); Semdeg momiZRveni me yvela Seni moqmedeba – maTgan nayofis usurveblad, egourobis da mflobelobis grZnobis an siamayis gareSe”. qmnilebis borbalma rom imoZraos Seuferxeblad, TiToeuli adamiani ganuwyvetliv dakavebuli unda iyos karmaSi. aravis SeuZlia gaeqces am valdebulebas, vinc ar unda iyos is.
29.12.2011
TiToeuli eZebs da miiswrafis rom iyos mSvidobaSi TavisTavTan da garSemo sazogadoebasTan. adamianebi cdiloben miiRon es mSvidoba simdidris dagrovebiT, romelic aZlevT sxvebze Zalauflebas da unars marTon xelsayreli pirobebi da komforti. zogierTebi eZeben Zalauflebisa da gavlenis pozicias, rom maT SeZlon miznisa da fantaziebis damakmayofilebeli movlenebis formireba. samwuxarod es gza garsSemortymulia SiSiT da mSvidobas, romelic daculia am gziT advilad emarTeba swrafi da zogjer ZaldatanebiTi gaqroba. namdvili mSvidoba (SaanThi) SeiZleba miRweuli iyos mxolod siyvarulis meSveobiT! es aris sicocxlis xis nayofi. es xili tkbili arsiT SefuTulia mware kanSi. mware kani aris simbolo eqvsi cudi vnebis romliTac SefuTulia kacis guli: gulisTqma, sibraze, sixarbe, mibmuloba, siamaye da siZulvili. isini vinc myari da Tanmimdevruli discipliniT moicila garegnoba miiReben sitkbos Signidan – am Zalian sasurvel mSvidobas, es mSvidoba aris maradiuli, ucvleli da uZleveli.
30.12.2011
Tqven iRebT sargeblobas samyarodan da sazogadoebidan, da amitom zogierTi moqmedeba Tqvens wilze aris maTi saTanado. msoflio, simarTle rom iTqvas, aris didi saamqro; adamianis yoveli arseba aris am organizaciis nawili. nawils gamoeyofa davaleba misi struqturis Sesabamisad, da man unda ipovos Tavisi Sesruleba am saqmis samuSaoSi; da is unda Sesruldes rogorc RmerTisTvis mirTmeuli. ar arsebobs araviTari nivTi am bunebaSi romelic ar asaqmebs Tavis Tavs am davalebaSi. mcenare da mweri, qva da jirki, qari da wvima, siTbo da sicive, Tu TiToeuli maTgani ar muSaobs gegmis Sesabamisad, msoflio ver iarsebebs. mze da mTvare asruleben TavianT yoveldRiur amocanas; qarma da cecxlma unda Seasrulos Tavisi movaleobebi sityvisSeubruneblad. borbali moZraobs swrafad da Seuferxeblad mxolod maSin rodesac TiToeuli asrulebs Tavis amocanas, da mzrunvelobiT.
31.12.2011
yvela sazogadoeba mravalferovani erebiT unda iyos gaerTianebuli. kacobrioba unda gaxdes erTi ojaxi. maSin msoflio gaxdeba samoTxe. Tu daiSveba gansxvavebaTa zrda, qveynebi daiSleba. isini vinc xels uwyobs adamianebs Soris gansxvavebas angreven siyvaruls da TanagrZnobas adamianTa gulebSi. isini amsxvreven kacobriobas natexebad. ar arsebobs ufro meti codva vidre es. rac dRes sWirdeba msoflios es aris gamosyidva da gaerTianeba siyvarulis Zalis – siyvarulis romelic mudmivad farTovdeba da exveva sul ufro da ufro met adamians. uarisTqmiT viwro religiur, erovnul an kastur ideaze, farTo TvalTaxedvis ganviTarebiT da saTnoTa kompaniis gazrdiT, Tqven SegiZliaT aamaRloT Tqveni sicocxle da gaxadoT is azriani da sasiamovno. SeiTviseT kargi azrebi da ganaviTareT didsulovani damokidebuleba yvelas mimarT, miiReT gulTan axlos da apraqtikeT uxuces brZenTa sityvebi. ar gaflangoT arc sicocxle arc fuli. me gisurvebT Tqven yvelas bednierebas.

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